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Created on 2009-05-01 07:34:06 (#151996), last updated 2009-06-25 (512 weeks ago)

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Birthdate:Sep 16, 1975
I'm a writer of dark/mythic/lyrical trance fiction...and a computer programmer. I think I started to get seriously into both when I was about 8 or 9. I compose music as well, (at which I don't suck but nor am I anything brilliant :P), and every now & then I even get the urge to draw (meh ^^;).
Apart from the programming runs, I've also worked as an audio engineer doing front of house for a number of Melbourne venues during the mid 90s, as a graphic designer, and as a Certified Apple Sales rep, but nowadays I'm working on Lost Violet Press, a micro indie fiction publisher, still in its infancy. Born in Ballarat, found my voice on the edge of a razorblade in Melbourne; these days I reside in a place that is dubiously renowned for being the most boring city in the world.


Readers/friends, responses or critiques are pretty much always welcome. This journal will have more than its livejournal counterpart, but my prescience extends no further... u.u


As for the stories...
they've been described as dark, poetic, beautiful & depressing.
(Occasionally 'crap' too, but you can't please everyone ;p)
There's not a lot of
action, and the focus rests on the baring of a character's essence and personal mythos, usually from a very intimate/claustrophobic viewpoint.

Writing-wise, I've released one novel into the wilds thus far,
Trapdoor, a dark love story.

 ~*~ Trapdoor: a novel by Vixen Phillips ~ E-book Version Now Available ~*~

Current works-in-progress:

Subtransience: a lyrical trance biopunk/steampunk/retro aestheticism novel

 ~*~ Subtransience: by Vixen Phillips ~*~

The Amorpheum Key: a steampunk slash novel

 ~*~ The Amorpheum Key: by Vixen Phillips ~*~

Lorelei: a dream serial


the usual (but not comprehensive) assortment of artists & things that have inspired/moulded me &/or my creations in various ways:
1984 by George Orwell - 80s music - Bauhaus - Beloveds - Bladerunner - Bohdahn X - Charlie & Lola - Chartbreak by Gillian Cross - Children of Men - Chrono Trigger - City of Lost Children - Criena Rohan - David Bowie - Dead Poets Society - Doctor Who - Dogs in Space - Donnie Darko - Drawing Blood by Poppy Z Brite - Earthian - Eternal Sunshine of the Spotless Mind - Final Fantasy VII - Francesca Lia Block - Gloomy Monday by Billie Holiday - Gundam Wing - Heavenly Creatures - Imajica by Clive Barker - Jeff Buckley - John Lennon - Kate Bush - Kaze to ki no uta - Khalil Gibran - La Femme Nikita - Lauren Child - Leaving Las Vegas by John O'Brien - Lexx - Lord of the Rings - Lost - Lost Souls by Poppy Z Brite - Malice Mizer - Massive Attack - Melbourne - Millennium - Moulin Rouge - Natural Born Killers - Neon Genesis Evangelion - New Order - Nick Cave - Phantastes by George Macdonald - Picnic At Hanging Rock - Pink Floyd - Rainer Maria Rilke - Richard Adams - Romeo & Juliet - Romper Stomper - Serial Experiments Lain - Sisters of Mercy - So much to tell you by John Marsden - The Chocolate War by Robert Cormier - The Church - The Diamond Age by Neal Stephenson - The Gap Series by Stephen Donaldson - The Last Unicorn by Peter Beagle - The Little Prince by Antoine de Saint Exupéry - The Nightingale & The Rose by Oscar Wilde - The Silver Key by H.P. Lovecraft - The Worm Ouroboros by E.R. Eddison - The Young Gods - Thelma & Louise - True Romance - Trust - Victoria (my home state) - Weaveworld by Clive Barker - Winter's Tale by Mark Helprin - Zetsuai 1989

Favourite Quotes
"Go down into hell, if you must, but bring me back a rose..." (lilimist)
"If I lose the light of the sun, I will write by candelight, moonlight, no light. If I lose paper and ink, I will write in blood on forgotten walls. I will always write. I will capture nights all over the world and bring them to you." (Henry Rollins)
"If you do not breathe through writing, if you do not cry out in writing, or sing in writing, then don't write, because our culture has no use for it." (Anais Nin)
"Love your solitude and try to sing out with the pain it causes you." (Rilke)
"The ability to dream is a divine and mysterious ability; because it is through dreams that man communicates with the shadowy world which surrounds him. But this power needs solitude to develop freely; the more one concentrates,the more one is likely to dream fully, deeply." (Baudelaire)


isles in the dreaming sea
other places you can find me: Vixen Phillips
My personal website, recently reclaimed from the domain holding voids after 7 long years in exile. writing by lilimist :: her wings are not broken, only icarus-singed
My writing website.

lost violet press: indie publisher of dark, lyrical trance fiction
lost violet press: indie publisher of dark, lyrical trance fiction


Little Wolf (Starkeelia Rolark)
November 14, 1993 - October 22, 2008
RIP Brother Wolf


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6502/6510 processors, 80s music, a feeling of sky, addiction, alienation, altered states of reality, angst, asexuality, assembly language, astral projection, autumn, aztec mythology, baroque period, beautiful self destruction, biopunk, bisexuality, charlie and lola, children of men, chrono trigger, city of lost children, clive barker, commodore 64, cyberpunk, cymru, dark fiction, darkwave, david bowie, diy publishing, doctor who, dreams, duffy, e.r. eddison, eve of destiny, experimental narrative, fallen angels, femmeslash,, gloomy monday, gnosticism, heavenly creatures, hypertext fiction, imajica, indie publishing, insanity, interactive fiction, jeff buckley, jeff noon, juno reactor, kate bush, leaving las vegas, lexx, life on mars, lilies, lilith, lord of the rings, lord of the rings trilogy, lost, lost violet press, lyrical trance fiction, magical realism, malice mizer, massive attack, melbourne, mermaids, millennium, needle in the groove, neon genesis evangelion, new romantic movement, night, nymphomation, ophelia, orchids,, pan's labyrinth, paranormal events, phantastes, pink floyd, poetry, pollen, portishead, posthumanism, pre-raphaelites, programming, prose poetry, psychedelic fiction, quantum computing, quetzalcoatl, rain, rapunzel, ravens, razorblades and porcelain, rebirth, retro aestheticism, retrofuturism, rusalka, seashells, self harm, shapeshifting, slash, solitude, sorrow, spirit of place, steampunk, storms, subtransience, suicide, suicide pact, surrealism, swan maidens, tezcatlipoca, the chocolate war, the diamond age, the dreaming sea, the fourth world, the girl in the swing, the silmarillion, the time traveller's wife, the worm ouroboros, the x-files, time anomalies, time lords, time travel, transgressive fiction, trapdoor, vurt, weaveworld, western victoria, winged things, winter, wolves, writing, zines
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